2月29日你要主爲你作什麽？

主啊，我要能看見。（路十八41）

有那一件事不但困擾你，而且使你成爲別人的困擾？這必定是你無法解决的事情。人們責備他，不許他作聲，他却愈發喊叫（路十八39）。堅持叫嚷吧，直到你面對面見到主。當主耶穌問我們這難題想他怎樣做，不要把理智視爲神明。要記住，他行事不是循乎常理，乃是循乎超然的途徑。

當心不要用以往我們讓神做的事限制神。（我總是在那裏失敗，將來也無可避免的了。）于是我們就不再向神求所要的，因覺得這樣求神實在可笑。其實愈是不可能的事，就愈是我們所要求的。若是可能的事，就不是真正的困擾了。神必要成就絕對不可能的事。

這人眼睛複明了。對你最不可能的事，就是與主完全合一，沒有舊生命留存。你求他，他必成全。但你必須先到一個地步，就是相信他的全能。信心不是在他所說的話上，而是在他本身；我們若單看他說什麽，總不會信。但一旦見到他，就知道他能行不可能的事，像呼吸般自然。痛苦往往是由于我們的心故意執迷不悟，不肯相信，不肯切斷纜繩，開導水深之處，寧可憂慮過日。

祈禱◆因我全屬你，我贊美你，只要我活出你所賜予的生命，便能够像百合花、樹木，甚或麻雀，來取悅你！

February 29 What Do You Want The Lord to Do for You?

"What do you want Me to do for you?" He said, "Lord, that I may receive my sight." —Luke 18:41

Is there something in your life that not only disturbs you, but makes you a disturbance to others? If so, it is always something you cannot handle yourself. “Then those who went before warned him that he should be quiet; but he cried out all the more…” (Luke 18:39). Be persistent with your disturbance until you get face to face with the Lord Himself. Don’t deify common sense. To sit calmly by, instead of creating a disturbance, serves only to deify our common sense. When Jesus asks what we want Him to do for us about the incredible problem that is confronting us, remember that He doesn’t work in commonsense ways, but only in supernatural ways.

Look at how we limit the Lord by only remembering what we have allowed Him to do for us in the past. We say, “I always failed there, and I always will.” Consequently, we don’t ask for what we want. Instead, we think, “It is ridiculous to ask God to do this.” If it is an impossibility, it is the very thing for which we have to ask. If it is not an impossible thing, it is not a real disturbance. And God will do what is absolutely impossible.

This man received his sight. But the most impossible thing for you is to be so closely identified with the Lord that there is literally nothing of your old life remaining. God will do it if you will ask Him. But you have to come to the point of believing Him to be almighty. We find faith by not only believing what Jesus says, but, even more, by trusting Jesus Himself. If we only look at what He says, we will never believe. Once we see Jesus, the impossible things He does in our lives become as natural as breathing. The agony we suffer is only the result of the deliberate shallowness of our own heart. We won’t believe; we won’t let go by severing the line that secures the boat to the shore— we prefer to worry.